Some mornings I just sit here and miss you. And like today, I wonder, how?
How can I face another day without you?
The more I miss you, the deeper I get in this dark place called depression... day after day, and still, no one knows how far I fall..
BUT GOD....

June 28, 2015
So much has happened these past two weeks, much of which will be held only in my memory.
Today I am home.. This is where I feel secure... I feel my James here. I see him everywhere and I just don't want to leave here again until it's my time to "go on home".
I pray that when I do see him again, that we can have just a moment or maybe two, to verbally share our love together before finishing/completing our entrance into eternity.. That doesn't make sense, does it?

Father God, I want to be able to focus only on You when I enter eternity; I want to be totally in Your presence with no other distractions ever again.
Thank You for allowing me such an amazing husband and life here on earth...
I am blessed....

July 14, 2015
It's a quiet morning.. I'm thinking about my James....